You have destroyed me, I’ve been torn down into nothing. My heart is shattered and its all because of you. Even when I try putting myself out there people just play with the pieces. Does it even matter if I am here or not? I just keep going back. Don’t listen to my friends. Don’t listen to myself because I know the past and I know you. But I love you and I just keep coming back. Part of me (most of me) only does because in my mind your the best I’m going to get. Your what I deserve. So just keep rubbing me in the dirt. I’m already broken and I can’t be strong anymore. I’m so broken that I can’t even cry. I really want to cry right now….if god only listened. I’m alone in this world. Not given a second to listen. I’m a good person but treat like crap. I’m broken and nobody’s listening.